The grand season finale

Summing up a year had never been an easy job, but now that I'm trying to do it for 2011, it looks harder than ever. Oh, why is that? Wasn't it good?

A bit busy I'd say.

The Fukushima disaster was quite a phenomenal way to start off the year, and it was followed with the uprising of the Arabic world, murdering some evil leaders like Gaddafi and bin Laden,.. and so on. Turkey's relationship with Israel deteriorated to an unseen level, while pressure (at least according to our media...) growed on Iran.

Who knows what's next? You can't guess the path of pure coincidence, but during the year I had a feeling like "something big is about to happen". Funny coincidence again, this all world's end bullshit just looks like is about to become true.

Sure kids, 'God just has a good sense of humour'- as my father would say.

What else...

New RHCP, Jane's Addiction, Radiohead- like in heaven, although Coldplay is the bad guy who ruins the picture with the new disco-literally-shit album they created.

Who cares? Turkey, Cyprus, Georgia, Iran and also Madrid and Burgas gave unforgettable memories (thank you couchsurfing), and falling in love with a pocket-sized Spanish patata just ensured my year cant get worse- no matter what.

Guess what, it really didn't get worse!

A strange but truly valuable internship at Hungary's biggest tabloid, skipping more lessons at the uni than ever, and finally, wrapping up the year, meeting a lovely erasmus group in Eger.

No complaints at all. I want 2012 twice as good as the previous one was... And eventhough this blog (the english one) is pretty young, thanks for those who followed!

I should end this by a new years resolution, but... last year I didn't make any for the first time in my life. And shortly 2011 became the best year I ever had. No resolution.

Fav of the month, december

I got you a chart this time... no big deal as you see, but with time it will develop and I will enlargen the details of it. So we're talking about music by the way. I'm starting now with only one album per month, in the future both the content and the design will be changed, on the way to perfection :)

(Note: here is a link if the blog's resolution is insufficient. Check out the zoom function in picasa, it helps a lot! So as patience until it loads:)

The glass

Around the end of August I got a classy DV-cam with some free time, so I made a short movie with my brothers. The tape was long forgotten until few days ago, when I was desperately looking for some gift ideas.

As I had the chance to get a bief introduction to Adobe Premiere Pro in the previous months, I found it entertaining to edit the footage. The result is shown below, enjoy!

I swear...

Christmas dinner leaves most people stomach full and generally creates those rare joyful moments. Well, nothing joyful here, though there is a remarkable sentence:

(Thinking about what'd we do in 2012 and realizing the end of the world is coming.)

"We would fuck all our way through the final judgement upon humanity, earning our redemption."

Didn't have any better quote to wish everybody a merry christmas... :)

Maybe.

I know I've been a lazyass regarding this blog, but you all know how is Christmas Eve. I mostly don't care about it, but when I do, I don't sleep for the last days. So, I won't write a single sentence on my own, I would just quote:

"maybe when we hitchike somebody rape me, somebody kill you but it will be more fun :D"

Yeah, we were talking about how to get back from Venice after the new year party... nice perspective!

Still, how awesome would it be! Such a busy and amazing year, no doubt the best I remember from the few years of my life, and finishing it abroad- I couldn't wish for more.

Though getting raped and/or killed is not that tempting...

The Breivik-dilemma

It has been such a long time since the last (sober) post appeared on this blog, so I've decided to write something before starting to feel guilty. I had a really interesting story though it happened a month ago or so. I'll try to keep it fresh!

I got my first_ever_surfer via couchsurfing.org in november. A girl from Finland, erasmus in Budapest, interested in Eger, and writing a request- accepted of course!

We spent a great time together, but what I wanna talk about is a small discussion we had about the Breivik mass murder. Yeah maybe too tipical from me to come up with the topic but I definetely needed some insight in the topic from someone who is closer to the events. Trying to pretend as a journalist.

So I started my argument with the surprising fact that he can only get 20 years in Norway. That's the most, there is no life nor death sentence. I was ignorant enough to ask whether if he deserves more or not. Here is what she said:

"Why would he deserve it? If you want to give life sentence to somebody, it's worse than death sentence. You know he won't come out to the "world" again, you arent giving the opportunity to change, just lock him up until the rest of his life. Death sentence does the same without torturing the convict for decades."

I was shocked at her opinion, realizing I never-ever thought about it like this. Weakened, I went on:

"He was well-educated. He was talented in many things, he knew a lot of stuff about the world that surrounds. Still, he did what he did."

Guess what, clever answer came again:

"But that doesnt mean he was happy."

How simple, isnt it?

Good god, my argument was completely invalid, and I just had to realize she is totally true.

So? Do I have conclusion? Maybe. But do you? What does he deserve?

some script, whatever

hol vagy hát

i ve been waiting for you such a long time. are you tired?

no, its okay

just leave your stuff there

i mean, everything

yeah now you re done, just look at me

like that

fine

so

are you drunk?

...

no, i see that, sorry for asking

then whats wrong with you?

your eyes, your movement, man; you re not sober

sure sure just go on

okay so you came here for the ceremony, arent ya

yeah, sorta

being optimistic, huh?

what should i be?

just try to stay cool kay?

kay man. i hear ya

why did you do that?

my nature

you re not evil

you cant tell

from what you did... sure i can

its just a tiny one

sure, tiny murder

like you say

what do ya wanna do with this?

happiness

is that an answer?

apparently

you think that she answered?

nope

so?

who cares. she was just plain stupid. simple like a line

you re nobody to judge

right you are. but i was given the vision

what vision?

the one you ll never get

what do ya see with it?

the truth

did it lead you to completition?

definetely

to satisfaction?

exactly

(now there is a break. the reporter consults with his staff and looks puzzled; the convict sits quietly)

what is the satisfaction in killing people?

i feel them, they re honest. people are never honest,only the second before they die... my job is to help them to be honest

your job? you re a professional?

i would say im an enthusiast

Sue was also honest?

yeah, she screamed honesty through all the existing dimensions. i had goose skin.

she died, eventually.

well, everyone has to sacrifice something.

in this case, it was her life.

yeah, (thinking for a while, smiling) everybody has to offer life something

she didnt get anything back

she got her freedom

she got killed. she left sorrow, nothing else

she left joy!

for you maybe

nobody else matters... nobody ll feel the joy of the intim pair of the murder and the murderee

you re sick

and what r you then?

an investigator

you investigate useless and obvious things

i investigate for the greater good

well, i kill for the greater good. guess which is more efficient? (laughs, reporter tries to grab his shirt but eventually decides to stay calm)

you know you gonna burn.

sure. in your hell. in your world.

what is gonna happen in yours, then?

i ll be just an acolyte. an ignorant student. but i ll exist.

you ll burn,scum!

according to your views,with these words, you ll also burn.

you killed that girl! whatever sentence you get you re gonna get raped and tortured by every prisoner! twice! you ll regret the day you were born! you basta...

i was waiting for it, sir.

you wont find joy. you wont have anything inside there. your twisted mind is gonna be demolished by the darkness of prison and loneliness.

you really dont know me.

(grabs him eventually,shouts at his face spitting into it) fuck you! you ll suffer until the end! and i will take care of that! you ll get old here, and suffer till the very last point of your shameful life!

i hope you re not lying. i like the idea.

shut up! (smacks him, but almost falls with the movement) i... i... take him away! (yells, the guards take him back to the darkness)

curtains